2011

these few days, have been the hardest days. Unpleasant family, exams, and so on. Seriously, i feel rather depressed. Perhaps, if i don't think realistically i could go mad. Actually, I really wanna be alone for some time, i wanna have some spare time for myself, to evaluate every single thing that i had done in 2010. Nonetheless, i know i wouldn't have that precious time , at least for now. Since, i still have many responsibilities, either its family or school. there were times, that i wanna give up and make time stop. But again, i know i can't. Time keeps going on and all i can do just adapt myself into it. But, although this new year is ( again ) hardly special, or i could say not special at all. I have a wish that one day, i could achieve my dream to be a good dentist, entrepreneur , skilled writer and many more , a great one of course. I really hope that all my sacrifice  for now won't be a waste. I really have so many dreams i wanna be rich, make my parents happy, help the poor and have some spare time just for myself. I really wish that what i'm doing now is not such a waste. I hope all my dreams would come true. And i believe if we wanna work hard, so God will open the " lucky door " for us. I have already given up the love thingy, really, i guess i would be okay if i don't have a couple for the rest of my life. that's really all right , but i just wanna God help me in achieving all my dreams. This is really something for me, only these dreams which could make me survive for 18 years of my life. I don't have anything, i just have these beautiful dreams. And i wish God can help me in accomplishing my dreams. Start tomorrow, I will work hard, harder than anyone else !!! i believe, if i wanna work hard , God will make it true !! and i Believe I caN !! Fighting !! bassya !!! you can do it met !!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

p.s : you will achieve you biggest dreams one day. you will ! 2011!! fighting !!! you can do it !!