optimistic

Yesterday,,when i saw my father sold his car,,my heart was filled with sadness and hopelessness. I saw his pain to let so something precious for him.at that time i felt useless and bad...

Up until now, there's no one bought our shoes..i believe God has different plans for me,,He has something special..He knows that the biggest thing that i want from this selling to help my family out of our debt and continue our life as before. It's rather painful to see my father doesn't have car to go to the office and he needs to take a bus or walk..it's terribly painful. After seeing, all his hard works, I realize how much i love my family especially my father, He with all his strength try to protect us and finish this money problem by his own.It's awful, because i just sit there, and I can do nothing bout this...It's just, Go knows,,how much i wanna help my father and makes him happy..I just wanna tell God, that I still believe He will do the best for us,,especially my shoes store and makes the best for us.. I believe God won't leave me alone..since, i need him the most,at times like this...please God, protect my father and my family..don't make us separate from you, nevertheless, make us closer to you and always rely on you..whatever happens in our life..thanks God..
I love you..